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User:shatteredrose (25410)
time is an illusion and love is prophetic
Name:i'd love you forever, if you'd love me for a day..
Location:Lake Worth, Florida, United States
Birthdate:1983-11-17
Bio:i'm writing a p o e m
and this one is for you
words won't do it this t i m e
nothing ever could and nothing ever will
capture all the millions of ways that i f e e l
all the beauty, the passion and p a i n inside
there is nothing that i can compare it to.
fire. ice. m e l t i n g. stars.
they all come to mind
but, nothing is quite right.
nothing says it all
not this t i m e, not any time...
i want to tell you
but, worse i want you to believe
and i know there is nothing i can do or say
to make you see
and i'm not really trying anymore
and i am doing that for you
because that's how much.
that's just how much.
because there will never be a way for me to say
just how much
i love you.
i hope you don't mind...

the truth is, you will never know know me, ALL of me, or anyone else. life is about learning and living, and loving, but never completely knowing.

writing is my freedom. writing is my breath. i write for me. i don't write for anyone else. not here. but, sometimes i write to you.

i am:

-- 21 going on 50.
i am ancient. an old soul. indigo child.
--female.
--scorpio.
--vocalist. soprano.
--jewish. free-minded.spiritual.
--an artist at heart
--star-born

somewhat of an anarchist. somewhat of a democrat. somewhat of a socialist.

i don't like labels.

i love animals. i love nature. we are all animals. mitakuye oyasin (lakota). i'm shamanist. tread lightly on the earth.

i believe we are ALL equal and all ONE. i believe in G-d, but probably not the way that you do. i believe WE are all G-d. it's confusing.

i'm confusing.




i like philosophy, psychology, metaphysics, astrology...any science of the mind or the natural world.

i'm a lesbian. dyke. fag. gay. queer. i'm a feminist. i'm somewhat sexist. not proud of that. i hate makeup. i'm androgynous (not butch, not femme). i hate getting dressed up.

i'm pretty, but i don't really believe that i am. i have a shitty self-image.

i don't like cursing. i curse anyway.

i write poetry. writing is one my true passions.

i take things pretty seriously. sometimes i wish i didn't.

i am a loner. i don't have many friends. i want them, but i don't have the TIME.

time is an i l l u s i o n.

i HATE time. i don't hate anything.

i love everything.

i am pretty fucking complex.

i'm an individual.

i'm just...me.
Memories:2 entries
Interests:147: abstract, activism, anarchy, angels, animals, anorexia, anti-substance, anxiety, aol, art, astrology, beaches, beauty, bellydancing, birds, black and white, blankets, body dismorphic disorder, books, candles, cats (the musical), chanting, cockatoos, codependency, codependent, coffee, colors, conversations, crying, culture, cutting, dance, dead flowers, democrats, depression, doves, drawing, dreamcatchers, dreaming, driving, eating disorders, embraces, embracing, emotions, existence, fantasy, fate, feathers, feminism, fids, fine-art nudes, flowers, flying, folk music, foreign, freedom, galactic, gay, genuine, girls, grass, growth, hawks, healing, hearts, hebrew, hippie, horses, i love you, i miss you, image, incense, indigo child, introvert, jewel, journaling, judaism, kissing, lake worth, lakota, lantana, lesbian, lesbians, love, magic, making love, mandallas, meditation, melissa etheridge, misunderstood, mountains, music, musicals, native american, native-american, nature, ocd, old things, origin, orion, pain, passion, pastels, perspective, philosophy, photography, pleasure, poetry, prayer, pro-choice, psychology, quiet, radical, rainbows, reading, recording music, recovery, reincarnation, riding, rivers, roses, scorpio, self-mutilation, sexuality, shakira, singing, sleeping, solitude, spirituality, starborn, stars, suffering, sunset, sushi, sweetgrass, synagogue, tattoos, trees, understanding, water, wax, west palm, wind, women, womyn, writing, zodiacs
Schools:Omni Middle School - Boca Raton, FL (1995 - 1998)
Spanish River High School - Boca Raton, FL (1998 - 1999)
Alexander W. Dreyfoos, Jr. School of the Arts - West Palm Beach, FL (1999 - 2001)
Florida Atlantic University - Boca Raton, FL (2001 - 2002)
St. Petersburg College - St. Petersburg, FL (2002 - 2004)
Palm Beach Community College - Lake Worth, FL (2003 - 2006)
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